29.01.12- used to be the most important date in my life. that night was the best ever. you confessed, and we had a relationship. how i wish i could be a good gf for you, but everything was unpredictable kan. you did not bring your hand phone to school and that makes me quite difficult to contact you and we fought.
smss'10s was held a month after that. and that time, kita dah clash dah pun. i was so dumb for asking to meet you. we walked only for 2mins. asri shouted something, and suddenly you said 'i nak jumpa parent' without saying bye, you left me. i was okay and tried harder on the next day. your school team lost the game. on your way out from the school i put my middle finger up. i was so damn effin dissapoint, you know.
you would never know how *urgh* i am when you sent msg on fb. 'hey' like nothing happened. but, i'm still okay with that. i entered citrawarna only for you. 28.05.12 citrawarna and i went to STAR. i saw you, seriously. you ignored me kott. ya allah. then, i met capir. that night, i got msg from you 'i dah tak sayang you dah' and i was like *urgh, shit* and idk why i cried that night. the next day we performed. you guys cannot imagine how wooden block like me danced like a fool at the stadium. i was looking for you, dude. i met your friends after that. one of your friend said 'he's not here, sorry for that'. did you know how i feel that time?
you called me at 12 the night after it happened. yeah, our conversation really seems like we never had a relationship before. that night, you told me something. something that everyone know that i will and i cannot accept it. you like my best friend. after knowing that, i acted like *wahh, never mind* but the was big hole inside. my heart broken into pieces.
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